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who the FUCK made the executive decision to not give Elita fucking 1 a proper transformable toy; in the movie, WHERE SHE'S A MAIN CHARACTER.
#yeah I get that there's the ss soon BUT FUCKING MIRAGE HAS ONE AND HE'S NOT EVEN IN THE DAMN MOVIE#I am going off the fucking rails mad I am LIVID#She only has that stupid fucking battle thing#and the rest are model figures#I was looking at the feet/wheels of my yolopark and like. genuinely trying to figure out her transformation#is that why she doesn't have one?? Is her design too fucking hard for you to make hasbro? too fucking hard to the point#that the only non one step changer toy she has releases IN A YEAR#yall I'm fucking pissed#😭#I will defend her with my life#WHY#that's all I want to know 😭 just. why :/#she has one playline toy. The rest are for collectors#Please#Do you know how hard it is to look at the transformers one section in a store and seeing all these transformable toys#and then only seeing one of you're favourite#I haven't even seen her in store. :/#It's not even just for me I'm saying this for 😭 what about the little kids who's favourite is Elita. They can't get one. They'd want to#play with a figure that can transform. You definitely can't do that with her yoloparks and you just about can with that battle changer#sad times#Do you know how devastated I'd be if I was a little kid looking for a tfone elita toy after seeing the movie#only to realise there's only 1 that can be played with properly#Like I'm inconsolable about this I could start crying rn that how much I feel about the lack 😭#this might be my biggest tag section ever omg 😭#elita one#transformers#elita 1#transformers one#tf one#elita-1
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So like… what if I made a transcript of Tf1. Like I have the movie. I can do this. But the question is should I….
#Also what would work best?#a Google doc? Just all of it here on Tumblr? A pdf?#yall tell me ig#Also I am NOT doing this unless people show interest. I got things in my life I ain’t doing this for nobody to use it#transformers one#tf one#tf1#transformers#maccadam#and the main four so I can get some reach:#Orion pax#d 16#bumblebee#elita one
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wait should i do an actual poll to settle this...
#undertale#transformers#starscream#tf g1#transformers g1#transformers one#orion pax#d 16#tfone#tfo#surge sans#surge!sans#boutta speak like starscream#“I HATE MY LIFE I AM NOW LEADER OF THE DEPRESSIVECONS”#/fucking around#i dont fucking know#what the fuck i am doing
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Doing the "match your partners' eyes with nail polish" trend or something. Cause they're kind of cringe like that suggestive idea down below >:3c
Kel: "Next time I should match the colour of your tip and you can match the colour of my nips!" :3c Cove: "W-what????" 0////0
#trying new outlining style and colouring style#AND forcing myself to draw hands but with a lot of references?? cause what tf are hands#yes the nail polish brand is Sunset bird because I am cring and free#my oc Kel x Cove#my art#my artwork#our life#our life beginnings and always#olba#crow draws stuff ig???#our life mc#cove holden#olba cove#our life cove#cove x mc#our life: beginnings & always#olba mc#olba fanart#He would 100% do any silly trend you ask him to (as long as he's comfortable with it)#wear makeup or nailpolish? sure. he doesn't care and probably likes the pampering#don't look at the wedding bands too much cause I still don't know what to do for them
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icl i would be at least a little happy with almost any ending for stranger things but one thing that would ruin all of it would be an epilogue (of a decade or more later)
#it would just kinda ruin the fun of imagining them doing whatever tf i want them to these days yk#like even if everyone got together the way i wanted them and got the jobs i think fit etc it would still just kill the creativity#+ even the small things would annoy me like what if i just don’t like what one of them named their kids. or dresses like in 20 years#maybe i wanted them divorced by then but that would’ve angered the fans#maybe i wanted to imagine that single person’s future spouse myself (or keep them single in my head)#what if i want them to recover from this or that or still be working on it. what if i the adult/older actors look shit#anyways point is do not do an epilogue timeskip of more than 5/6years PLEASE i am begging u duffer brothers#stranger things#byler#<- u guys get me on this yk#even if byler isn’t canon at the end i can still at least imagine they do in uni or in their 30s or whenever#as long as there isn’t some fucking scene where mike and el r old and married in 2023 or something#would just kinda ruin all of it; making us see them as old ass adults with their entire lives set it stone yk#manifesting a few month/year timeskip where everyone gets a happy ending isn’t all “and then they lived a nice life in this specific way”#and especially manifesting that we don’t get an#“i haven’t seen you guys in decades how’ve you been? sucks that erica died in a car crash last year. she was almost 40”#type epilogue (if we must have one)#like no hate to amphibia and that one 80s movie but it just kinda makes what happened before a bit pointless if it focused on their#relationships at all#like cool we spent years watching these friendships grow and adapt only for u to go “yeah and we’re strangers now soz :)” like ok so none o#that lasted#idgaf if it’s “realistic” if i wanted realistic representation of childhood friends into adulthood id think about real life and shit#idk random rant if they do any of this shit i WILL kill all of them and then myself#ryan shut the fuck up
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some concept art for a very silly lil au ive had in mind, in which jake is a real mvp and hal gets fused with a katana-impaled seagull
honestly its just an excuse to produce god-catboy jake english content
#homestuck#jake english#hal strider#lil hal#jakehal#homestuck au#its a reverse au lets be real#still working out fine detail like how tf would they initiate a scratch#without a time player#listen ill blast out some spreadsheets and make this work like a good lil mind player i am#homestuck fanart#first time doing lineless art and its for hs au what is my life
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thinkingg..............i might want to post some AU content on here. bc my posts are just seen by my awesome friends n moots and most of them can't see my AU work...but they have no idea the beloved antics i put in my AUs.................i want yall to see the waffle fries human au SO bad
#quail talks#hi im just. looking through the WF human au obvs#and im just thinking like. why tf am i even hiding AUs#like i know why i STARTED- i was just! embarrassed! embarrassed i draw 100s of drawings of my characters that aren't “”“canon”“”#i know i had a close person in my life at the time of my AU peak who was sorta AU-critical.... and i thought hiding them was for the best#but now its like......i do soooo much character work in AUs. and no one fucking knows#i feel like the Waffle Fries human AU REALLY sheds some light into the personalities and dynamics of the characters#even if some of them don't interact in canon! (the AU spans into Tuesday)#but honestly#who gives a fuck about canon. really. aren't AUs canon too!!! if youre the one writing the story.!?!?#genuinely.....#as an OC writer- the line between fanon and canon is basically nonexistent#but i nerve.....i have so many nerves all the time#silly!! silly head#aughh what if everyone knows i love drawing my characters#what if everyone knows i like drawing Ruse and Magic as hot human women
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ughhh i hate this smm
#atp she should just put me under lock and key#“dont go there#dont talk to them”#“why are you like this”#“just listen to what i say”#“do as i tell you no questions”#“who cares what you think?”#ughhh i am soo damn fed up with this nonsense#why cant i do as i like for once in my life?#why do i have to let go of everything#why is everything always my fault#why tf am i called “too sensitive” when she literally yelled at me for more than half an hour#why is it that she can say whatever she wants#call me whatever that comes to her mouth no matter how crippling or insulting it may be#but i cant say one word against her?#i cant even dress like i want?#or hell put my fav jewelries without being scolded?#what am i ?#a circus puppet?#and then no matter how angry i am#she lures meback#by being extra nice the next morning#likenothing happened#well maybe not to her because#it was MY self esteem that got crippled#MY pride#MY confidence#all to be called “too sensitive”#lets see what would have happened if the roles were reversed#pheww sorry for the ranting
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I don't think labor is for me
#i really hate it when i am given orders like who tf u think u r?#i hate this feeling that i don't belong here that what am i even doing around these people and wasting my life doing something#i absolutely has no interest on and don't even enjoy?#i get that work is hard even if it's something u like and passionate about but at the end of the day#you won't feel like “what am i even doing”#you will be aware that u r doing something u like even if it's hard but right now i feel so lost i feel like it's not my place or what i#meant to be doing like even the experience won't help me in the future#yeah every experience is good but it's not what i need or want to improve#journal
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MY BEAUTIFUL BOY WHO I WOULD DESTROY THE WORLD FOR
#WHEN TF DID HTEY FINISH MAKING AND COLROING HIS NENDO WHAT THE FUCK#WHERE DO I ORDER IT#WHERE IS#WHERE IS HTE LINK#I CANT FIND IT ANYWHERE#I FOUND BREAKS BUT ITS OFF HTE JP WEBSITE#WHERE HTE FUCK IS MY OZ LINK WHERE I WANT IT SO BA DPLEASE#LOOK AT HIMMMMMM LOOK AT HIS LITTEL SMILE WHHHSHWHWHWHWHWHWHWW#IM GONNA CRY HES SO HAPPYYYYY#MY BABY BOY MY EVERYTHING MY PRIDE AND JOY#avil speaks#pandora hearts#oz vessalius#IF ANYONE KNOWS WHERE I CAN GET IT#PLEASE#I AM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES I WANT HIM SO BAD#YES IM AWARE I HAVE AN OZ PLUSH ALREADY#BUT I MUST ALSO ATTAIN THE OZ NENDO.... HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME#this boy turned my life around i you dont understand....#another Essential you must know about this blog#i love this character his name is oz vessalius and he is from a manga known as pandora hearts :)#Unfortunately i also grew up to be like him LASKDJFALSKJH
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It’s so hard to come to terms with the fact that I’m an adult in the real world when the only things that matter to me don’t exist
#how tf am I supposed to get a 9-5 when I’m in love with Freddy fazbear 😐#I YEARN for him#I cannot fathom how I’m growing up & my life is progressing in the ways I don’t want it to!!!! why aren’t my daydreams real!!!!!!!!!!#I’ve been daydreaming about the exact same things since I was 10 what the hell do you mean I just need to get a job n shit now??????#side note I WISH MY DAYDREAMS WERE SUMN NORMAL LIKE MARVEL NOT FNAF & CREEPYPASTA!!!!!#I’ve had a crush on that stupid fucking bear for a decade now#not a furry#he’s a human in my head#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#actually madd#maladaptive daydreaming disorder#maladaptive daydreamer
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i kno in a lot of ways im v lucky but the whole “ur brain wants to kill u & wants u dead !!!!!!!!!!!” thing does end up being an incredibly annoying thing 2 live with after a few decades 😭😭😭😭
#like i wish i was one of those ppl who like could just go to work#go to sleep go home do things#but instead my (clinically diagnosed !) severe insomnia married with my severe depression is just like#‘wow! Life is so tiring . work sucks! dying’s always an option BTW 👍’ like shut up babe im trying to make it thru this shift 😭#like what tf is even the biological explanation for this why am i alive like this like wtf 😭
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i think ur favorite sonic character is knuckles
ok but knuckles IS really cool tho......
#snap chats#i do really like knuckles ....#my other fave sonic charas tho are gamma and big the cat :))) and knuckles :) i miss gamma everyday of my life PLEAASSSE#i dont want hihm to come back that'll dampen his story BUT STILL ..... i love him so much...#he was what introduced me to tragedy in fiction i think. and thats why im the way i am now vjeLKAJVEJV#shadow AND gamma did that tbh. tf am i on shadow the hedgehog makes me so emo im gonna throw up#i love gamma. ... i should replay SADX this weekend .....
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If you're not nice to Nyon Specter, we can't be friends, I'm sorry.
#ts4#sims 4#nyon specter#nervous subject#nyon's entire existence is fix-it-fic and for once i am HERE for it#i don't like most of sims 4's tweaks and retcons to existing townies#dirk dreamer my boy what did they do to you in get famous#but nyon was a good move#the whole beaker story was unnecessarily sinister even for sims 2#how do you f up a guy's life so bad that his only redeeming quality is being too shy to say the rude thing he's thinking#and knowing never to skip leg day#i used to move him in with a better household age him down and have them teach him better character values#just so he could have a chance at a normal life#and like now we have nyon at a point in life where we can stop his trauma before it starts#also does mans have a faint vitiligo patch on his forehead or am i tripping and that's just a natural part of the tone used?#i'm leaning on the latter bc i can't find it in any skin details categories#ALSO WHERE TF ARE HIS MAIN BOOTS I HAVE EVERY PACK LIKE THE WHALE I AM BUT I CANT FIND THEM IN CAS I WANT TO USE THEM ON OTHER SIMS SO BAD#I TOGGLED FEMALE AND UNISEX CLOTHING AND OTHER FASHION TYPES AND EVERYTHING#kurage's ramblings
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Y’all don’t understand like…all I can do is think of hades and rina all I can do is talk about Hadina, all I can do is eat sleep and breathe in their relationship and the love they feel for each other like y’all don’t understand
(I’m bout the cry yall.. why can’t they be canon 😿 and why can’t hades be real)
#disney villains#disney hades#I’ve literally been posting all day but still#I need something to do#Hercules hades#hercules 1997#Hercules oc#hades Hercules#I need to get a life#but what is a 15 year old that most likely has autism to do??#yea…having internet access was not a good idea 💀#oc x canon#self ship rambles#self ship#poc selfshipper#bipoc selfship#💙hadina⭐️#🖇pumpkinzz bs selfships💗#😿 why isn’t be real#i 💙 blue men#WHY CANT THE BLUE MEN IN MY LIFE BE REAL TF#YALL IM ACTUALLY ABOUT TO CRY FR#OVER SOME FICTIONAL BLUE ASS CHARACTER#WHAT AM I DOING
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forgot to post this
#knockout#transformers prime#tfp#tfp knockout#this is my first time drawing transformers and i ended up with 119 layers of coloring#i had fun but i do not look forward to any more alien gay robots on my virtual canvas for at least a few months#(immediately goes to draw him again)#to be fair this time it's gonna be humanization#i already started it and have surprisingly hard time designing him clothes. while character design is like. my profession.#no i designed him allright. the thing is#i know he wouldn't wear that if his life depended on it#and i also can't design smthn he WOULD wear becouse I WOULDN'T and it gives me a hard time fairly judjing if it is okay or a crap#ok this tags getting out of control sorry ig#it's just 4 am now and everyone else is asleep. i need to rant SOMEWHERE ok??????#yes i become very chatty when sleep deprived. idk what you should do with that info#and when I'm NOT sleep deprived i just. never fucking talk. how tf me workin'.#ok i stop now#good night or good morning or whatever#lisayon draws
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